Friday, April 30, 2010

Tuning the Air #176

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Thursday April 29, 2010 – Tuning the Air #175

The setlist:
Joel Palmer – C Harmonic Minor
(entrance of performance team)
Chiming in C Harmonic Minor
Voices of Ancient Children
(small group move together)
Cultivating the Beat
(return to places)
The Wig Maker

Spontaneous Composition in D Minor

Brasil
Ikada Jima
(move to smaller circle)
Batrachomyomachy
Not My Sharona
Where Is The Nurse?
(return to places)

Address the Audience – Travis
(take positions in aisles within the audience)
Circulating through the audience – spirals, crisscross, other, as the spirit moves
(all except Bob and Jaxie return to places)
Sigh and a Kiss (Bob and Jaxie return to places at 2nd verse)

From the Hat:
What Is The Sound Of Androids Playing Guitar?
Lament

From the Hat:
49 Notes
It’s A Long Blue Road Home
Circulation in Ab
Twilight
Encore:
Thrak – acoustic in arc at the west end
Eye of the Needle – acoustic in arc at the east end

Monday, April 26, 2010

Rehearsal at the Wilsons

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Monday April 26, 2010 – Rehearsal at the Wilsons

In a way, rehearsal began an hour early, and at the Seattle Drum School. Ian, Travis and I arrived there to run through of the Zeppelin tunes we’ll be doing on Saturday night with Urban Achievers. Bob was there to pick his youngest daughter up from her drum lesson, so we nearly had a quorum. Bob will be doing The Ocean and Black Dog, but he was not there to rehearse today. Ian went in first and played Houses of the Holy. Next Travis ran Custard Pie and Ten Years Gone. I was last, and we did Out on the Tiles, The Immigrant Song and Rock and Roll. This left us about 10 minutes to dash down to the Wilsons for the Tuning the Air rehearsal.

Chris was running a little late, so we began looking at metronome work with the pieces we identified on Saturday as needing attention. Not My Sharona was first on the list, which we dialed down to about 80% tempo. Chris arrived and joined in. At one point Travis observed that one of the things we need to find a way to practice is adjusting to one another when things threaten to go off the rails, so we went around the room playing the piece in pairs, some more successful than others. From there, we moved on to Batrachomyomachy, and then played the entire trilogy. Jaxie has been working on getting Igor’s part to My Precious Dream up to speed, so we gave that a spin. Not far off… perhaps another rehearsal or two and we may be able to get it into the available repertoire. Mary Beth will be learning the melody that Jaxie used to play. Howard will be playing the melody through the opening.

We took a break, where Christina, cake with strawberries and whipped cream, and some very green “Avatar” cupcakes appeared, in a small celebration of my birthday.

After the break we took a little time to go through the setlist and identify who we are looking to for the beginning and end of each piece (not always the same person), as well as who is cuing and leading the various blocking changes. From there we moved on to more work with A Day In The Life, focusing on the as yet skeletal McCartney section, and then running the piece as best we were able all the way through. We ended with Eye of the Needle, bringing Mary Beth up to speed on the inner work that is the real focus of the piece. We ran it, and rehearsal was complete. Travis, Ian, Mary Beth and I stopped off for a little Birthday Beverage on the way home.

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Full Company Circle, Performance Team Rehearsal and Music Lab

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Saturday April 24, 2010 – Full Company Circle, Performance Team Rehearsal and Music Lab

Sitting as usual for a Saturday, at my place at 8:30. We scattered on the coffee quest and then gathered in the Great Hall at Fremont Abbey at 9:30.

For the first hour we were the full company, with guitars, led by Frank. He continued on the theme we have been exploring since January, observing the way the body moves with the breath, and carrying that awareness with us as we circulate. The first exercise, which I will not attempt to describe other than to say it involve holding your guitar up in the air, was brand new, and unlike anything I have done with him in 24 years of working together. Incredible. As we moved to the circulation exercises I had the sense that 4 months of living with this theme has had an effect on me, in that I was much clearer in my witnessing of myself than ever, and it occurred to me that some of this practice has really become part of the way I “am” in the circle, any circle, when we are rehearsing or performing.

Frank ended with a version of a familiar favorite exercise of his that involves moving around the room in a group. This time it was with guitars though – I don’t think that I have ever done that with him, although he mentioned they had given it a go in Grossderschau. By the time the session ended, we were looking an awful lot like the Orchestra in Italy.

A short break, and the Performance Team reconvened to rehearse. We went through a number of pieces from the current set, working with the metronome, with the aim of getting both tighter in our performances, and somewhat deeper/clearer musically. We began with Not My Sharona, which was the only thing that threatened to go off the rails this week, and that was really only a moment of terror that was quickly adjusted. From there to Lament, Thrak and Eye of the Needle. A number of issues identified that we will dive into on Monday evening at rehearsal.

After another short break, further on into A Day In the Life. The Lennon sections are pretty well set, and the playing and dynamics are getting better. I can do most of the McCartney bass lines for that section without the music, although I still haven’t had the nerve to run it without the score. We focused on getting the background harmonies for the McCartney section. One more section to fully orchestrate and arrange and we will have at least a working version to be able to get really serious with. I never in my life imagined I’d be doing a Mal Evans part.

The people scheduled after us in the Great Hall were beginning to mass outside the door, so we called it a little early and cleared out for them.

During the morning sitting, a way of looking at pentatonic scales kept insinuating itself into my attention. I knew I had 4 people lined up for the Music Lab, but when Ian turned up making it 5, that pretty much sealed it. A 5-player version of the tone clock appeared, and for 90 minutes we dissected and reassembled C Major into all of its subsidiary major and minor pentatonic scales. To my personal delight, it never stalled (sometimes these things get inexplicably hung up on what I had conceived as simple preliminary work), and we made it to where I had hoped we might. I suppose after dealing with me for so long, the team is figuring out how to respond to these kinds of challenges. Having Ian there, who has a good background in harmony, probably helped as well. Perhaps more of the Performance Team will begin to take part in the future?

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Tuning the Air #175

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Thursday April 22, 2010 – Tuning the Air #175

The setlist:
Joel Palmer – C Harmonic Minor
(entrance of performance team)
Chiming in C Harmonic Minor
Voices of Ancient Children
(small group move together)
Cultivating the Beat
(return to places)
The Wig Maker

Spontaneous Composition in D Minor

Brasil
Ikada Jima
(move to smaller circle)
Batrachomyomachy
Not My Sharona
Where Is The Nurse?
(return to places)

Address the Audience – Travis
(take positions in aisles within the audience)
Circulating through the audience – spirals, crisscross, other, as the spirit moves
(all except Bob and Jaxie return to places)
Sigh and a Kiss (Bob and Jaxie return to places at 2nd verse)

From the Hat:
Soft to Loud with Joel
Lament

From the Hat:
Popcorn
49 Notes
Circulation in Ab
Twilight
Encore:
Thrak – acoustic in arc at the west end
Eye of the Needle – acoustic in arc at the east end

Monday, April 19, 2010

Performance Team Rehearsal at the Wilsons

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Monday April 19, 2010 – Performance Team Rehearsal at the Wilsons

I picked up Mary Beth and Travis in Ballard, and headed out to Bob and Jaxie’s for the 8:30 rehearsal. Chris had to work the Mariners game tonight, so we were Music Director-less, but we had our marching orders.

When we arrived, Jaxie showed us a viola she is trying out on spec, and considering buying, so we knew right away there would be some experimenting in addition to the work we knew was ahead of us. Bob was on parental duties when we first arrived, so before we began the “formal” rehearsal, Mary Beth and Taylor presented a duet version of a work-in-progress.

Bob joined us and we began looking at some of the repertoire with an eye toward tightening it up a bit. Jaxie is on a new part for Batrachomyomachy this season, so we focused on that, with the metronome. We also looked at the blending and complimenting between Ian and Travis as they trade and double melody lines in Voices of Ancient Children. Mary Beth is switching parts on Thrak, and we worked with the metronome using a number of different strategies to find the pocket. Eye of the Needle, with metronome. Jax was then encouraged to grab the viola, and we ran The Wig Maker, with her adding an entirely improvised part. During the middle section, we gave her lots of time and space to stretch out. A wonderful sound. Violas are loud, even with a mute. Definite potential here.

After the break, we went back to A Day In The Life. I find that I am nearly “off book” on the first three verses – not quite confident enough to take my eyes entirely off the score, but not dependent on it either. I think my task for the week is to get the Lennon verses reliably in my hands. Travis worked the four “piano” players through the chord patterns, focusing on blending while maintaining tempo and energy. Working with the metronome, we discovered that it is really a lot quicker than we have been playing it, which changes the feel a bit. General dynamics addressed, noting that they are most organic and natural when the “pianos” are following the lead of the bass and rhythm parts, rather than trying to drive the dynamics themselves. Still to be addressed: the middle section, aka the McCartney section, which is not going to be simple, but it feels like we are on the verge.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Performance Team Rehearsal and Music Lab

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Saturday April 17, 2010 – Performance Team Rehearsal and Music Lab

The Music Director is unfortunately going to be working on Monday night, so once again the Performance Team needed to usurp the Saturday morning slot, which had been set aside for full team work with Frank during the rehearsal period. Plans under way to get that back on track for next Saturday, at least for part of the day.

We began by sitting down and talking through our reflections from Opening Night. Although we set aside 15-20 minutes for this, my observation on Thursday that there was “a lot of information” in the experience was on the mark. So we went a bit over the allotted time, all in a very good cause.

The bulk of this rehearsal was on getting the skeleton of A Day In The Life on its feet. The 4 folks doing the “piano” part had never played it in context, so we focused on getting that going. Jaxie and I are not quite ready to do the bass part without the score (I found myself sending good wishes to my mother, thanking her for “making” me learn to read music). Bob and Chris did a little honing on the phrasings for the vocal parts. I took the liberty of doing the Mal Evans audible count on the two climactic orchestral bits, and as of today it is an official part of the arrangement; now if we can find an alarm clock that can be triggered on cue. It was a working session, with corrections and tweaking going on in the new parts. For myself, however, it remained a kind of interesting experiment that I was not thoroughly convinced would work, right up until the moment Chris had a small, simple, and brilliant inspiration regarding the intro, and the moment I heard it played I thought, “Okay… this is really going to work.” We’ll do more grunt work on the parts on Monday.

After a short break, we reconvened to spend the final 45 minutes on musical issues from the show. We began by looking at the crisscross, through the audience circulation. Brainstorming a bit, we arrived at the first 3 of what I suspect will eventually become a whole pile of available strategies for this. Next, as I recall, was Cultivating the Beat. This is a piece that we have some concerns about in terms of balance and simple audibility. We looked at the balance, setting up a few approaches to remind ourselves of on gig night. The sense was also that when the level of the sound system is up where it should be (it was a little low last week, when there was an audience acting as baffles) there would be some relief as well. We then sat down and hammered through a number of pieces that just need to be played often. A quick look at the acoustic encores, and it was time to leave (actually, a few minutes beyond our time to leave).

I came home to the House Circle. Greg, IgorK, Christina and Mary Beth in attendance. We began by talking a little about what this group would like to be working on, which became a discussion of what work they could take on that would support the performances. I pondered what they said for a few moments, and an exploration of the inner workings of the Harmonic Minor scale bubbled to the surface. This involved looking very closely at what makes up the diatonic triads and seventh chords natural to this scale (I found myself sending good wishes to all of my sight singing and ear training teachers at Berklee, thanking them for making me take this seriously). Some interest had been expressed in Voices of Ancient Children, so in the final 15 minutes I presented a couple of preparatory right hand and counting exercises. I ended the day with an exercise I came up with in 1986 at Red Lion House – a quiet look at the Thrak polyrhythm, designed to exclude the mad physicalizations that seem to plague players addressing the piece.

In the discussions at the beginning of the meeting, someone (Mary Beth, maybe?) dubbed us the Tuning the Air Music Lab, and that appeals to me very much. I am testing it out as a more appropriate name, rather than House Circle which has always been a bit clunky, and funnily exclusive.

Friday, April 16, 2010

Tuning the Air Opening Night

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Thursday April 15, 2010 – Tuning the Air Opening Night

Tuning the Air #174 is in the bag.

Sitting at my place at 7am. Mary Beth and Taylor had rescued the sandwich boards from the storage space and installed the new posters yesterday, and brought them here. After the sitting, a lesson with Mary Beth, focusing on how and what to practice on gig day (after this week, the lesson will be moved to a non-gig day). She and I then headed over to Fremont Abbey to set out the signs and hang up the banner. Dropped her off at her place and then came home.

Work at home on various projects and obligations. Made myself a substantial midday meal, to carry me through the gig. Showered and got into gig clothes, and then sat down for an hour of concentrated warm-up/practice. At 4pm, acknowledged that our work today had begun, and organized my gear. Out the door at 4:30.

Set-up was pretty quick. A little extra manpower from a Fremont Abbey intern got the cables all laid out. Ryan, the soundman, wasn’t arriving until 6:30, so we warmed up as the rest of the team arrived. Soundcheck was predictable – reasonably fast, but it included one or two unexpected technical issues. Ultimately, all was well. We went a little later than planned, right up to doors open time, but for opening night this was pretty painless. Travis was confronted, right before showtime, with an issue not directly related to his role as a performing guitarist, and I was concerned that letting it go would be difficult. I don’t know what his experience was, but from my vantage point he seemed to manage pretty well; maybe a little distraction in the first one or two pieces, but I can’t be sure. If he had a blog, we could check that. In any case, I don't envy him the task.

For the most part, it was a good opening night, from my perspective. Lots and lots of information. Where it felt weak (“weak” probably a bit strong) to me had to do with unfamiliarity with the new format; technical details, distractions, missed cues, basically just little stuff. Occasionally the feeling that we were not necessarily fully committed to some detail or another. But I am being picayune. I imagine it will take a few shows to figure out the various this’s and that’s.

Good sized audience. Very receptive. On guy’s cell phone rang just in time for Brasil. It was a strangely perfect after 10 or 15 minutes of pretty intense music. I thought to myself that we ought to put a shill in the audience with a cell phone set to go off at that point. Great icebreaker.

I honestly don’t know how the first improv went. For me that was the moment of maximum insecurity. The 3 improvs “from the hat” which kind of blended into a suite of improvs, had a definite “something” about them.

Meleah and the lights were on fire. She was in total improv mode, and when I looked up and realized she was circulating the lights to match our improv, I knew we were in good hands.

Lament was stunning; 3 wonderful guitar solos, each unique, yet there was a continuity to them.

Lots of funny moments of things just going horribly wrong that, in the final analysis, didn’t really matter, except that I’d just as soon not repeat them, thank you very much.

The setlist:
Joel Palmer – C Harmonic Minor
(entrance of performance team)
Chiming in C Harmonic Minor
Voices of Ancient Children
(small group move together)
Cultivating the Beat
(return to places)
The Wig Maker

Spontaneous Composition in D Minor

Brasil
Ikada Jima
(move to smaller circle, without looking like we’re menacing the audience)
Batrachomyomachy
Not My Sharona
Where Is The Nurse?
(return to places)

Address the Audience – Travis
(take positions in aisles within the audience)
Circulating through the audience – spirals, crisscross, other, as the spirit moves
(all except Bob and Jaxie return to places)
Sigh and a Kiss (Bob and Jaxie return to places at 2nd verse)
Lament

Three Improvs from the Hat:
In A Dream I’m Being Chased By Wild Animals
What Do 100 Guitars Sound Like?
I’ve Lost My Marbles
Circulation in Ab
Twilight
Encore:
Thrak – acoustic in arc at the west end
Eye of the Needle – acoustic in arc at the east end

Monday, April 12, 2010

Final Rehearsal Before Opening Night

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Monday April 12, 2010 – Final Rehearsal Before Opening Night

Performance team gathered at the Wilsons at 8:30pm. Chris asked us to run the set, as it was understood at this point, so that we could play through it for timing. We began by “calling the set”, as we do before each show: the person responsible for beginning or counting in each piece calls it out, theoretically in the right order. We clarified a couple of gray areas, and then went for it. A number of x-factors to keep in mind in terms of the timing; the opening C Minor chimes, the D Minor spontaneous composition and circulating “through the audience” are not of determined length, of course, nor is Travis’ address to the audience, so we needed to think in terms of a range of time. Up through Sigh and a Kiss, the end of the “fixed” set, we clocked in at 38 minutes. Aiming for a 50-55 minute set, so that left 12-17 minutes, plus or minus the x-factors.

The plan for this final set was a combination of repertoire and directed improvs, all coming “from the hat”. So we reviewed the available repertoire. Jaxie wondered if having a predetermined “closer” would be a good idea. This is something we adopted last season – little islands of reliability at the beginning, middle and end of the set, even when we were doing almost entirely “from the hat” shows. Twilight has proven a powerful closer, which makes it attractive in that slot. The question – probably the “question of the season” when you come right down to it – was, are we doing whatever we do because it is what is best for the show, or because it is [safe, different, proven, a change of pace – fill in the appropriate potential description]? It is a very interesting microscope to put every choice we make under. We are literally on our toes at every stage.

Since Lament was on the list, but there has been some question about what the arrangement ought to be, it seemed that some decisions needed to be made before committing the piece to the hat. In the end, a new and powerful arrangement emerged. It was strong enough that Chris felt it warranted a secure place in the set. So the final part of the set emerged, with a couple of “improvs from the hat” in strategic spots around the more set repertoire.

Of course, the Music Director (or any of us, when you come right down to it) always has the option to call out a deviation from the established flight plan, should the spirit move. The set feels very solid; a good mix of repertoire and elements of the unknown, and a launching pad for whatever is going to come, this Thursday and over the arc of the season; reliable and deliverable, without fixing us too securely to the earth.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

A Notable Date

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Sunday April 11, 2010 – A Notable Date

On this day, five years and 173 performances ago, Tuning the Air hit the boards for the first time.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Performance Team at Fremont Abbey

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Saturday April 10, 2010 – Performance Team at Fremont Abbey

We reluctantly abandoned the Full Team Saturday Circle for this week, in order to deal with performance and blocking issues on our last opportunity to get into the Great Hall before opening night.

We arrived at 9:30. Chris and I quickly defined the circle, putting tape down to mark our positions. We then set up chairs for the audience so that we could work as closely as possible to the way it will be on Thursday, minus the sound reinforcement (and consequently, the cable issues, although we did address these throughout the rehearsal, especially in terms of blocking).

Igor had asked that we look at entrances, exits and green room issues early on, so that he could attend to other commitments asap. So the first hour was almost entirely dedicated to entering, exiting, walking, standing, putting guitars on, taking guitars off, and generally all of the glamorous stuff that makes one glad to be a musician. Very happy with how this evolved. The movement of the performers, as it developed has a certain combination of natural simplicity and elegance. Found my enthusiasm appearing.

Let Igor go, and took a short break. On to the music. We walked through the set as it stands right now, addressing blocking as well as the music. The first half of the set is more or less as it was on Thursday, with some tweaks. Trapiche has been happily dropped for the time being. A bit more space for improv, including some pretty interesting circulation potential after the mid-show address to the audience. The second half of the show is a bit more open. The Music Director is working on a scheme more akin to last year’s “set list from the hat” approach. A new small group piece was also debuted, to general and enthusiastic approval.

With the 12:30 tenants gathering at the door, we wrapped things up and called it a day. Monday evening will be the performance team at the Wilsons, focusing on musical issues.

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Full Tech Rehearsal at Fremont Abbey

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Thursday April 8, 2010 – Full Tech Rehearsal at Fremont Abbey

I met with Taylor and Mary Beth early in the day to load the lighting and house gear out of the storage space and into my car. Travis and Chris were in charge of getting the sound gear out of Travis’ place.

The team arrived at Fremont Abbey at 6:30. We circled up, took a look at the tasks in front of us. Within 45 minutes, the room was set up and pretty much ready to go, including the entrance/lobby, and the new concept for the audience, as if it were a gig night. Sound check was relatively quick, although it involved some tweakage throughout the evening. Joel soundchecked, and we were ready to go.

Chris had Joel set up a bit of C Harmonic Minor, and we joined in a Tuning the Air improv. As the improv faded, I brought Voices of Ancient Children in. From there to Cultivating the Beat and The Wig Maker; our first mini-set. Next came a semi-structured improv in D Minor, with Joel taking part. Then the second mini-set: Brasil, Ikada Jima and the Turkish Trilogy. For the trilogy, I took a step inward toward the audience, and the rest of the team eventually caught on and followed. Being closer together makes the quick stuff easier to hear and coordinate. Joel later mentioned that the way we stepped in looked kind of ominous, so we need to take a look at “how we are” when we move.

A break. Jaxie and I talked to the House Manager, and we added chairs, looking at how we will deal with larger crowds. The second half of the rehearsal was conducted with this larger audience arrangement.

Trapiche was next, complete with Joel jumping in on the “Cloud of Unknowing”. Bill took a few minutes to work with Joel on finding sounds and patches that blend with the full team.

Jaxie had some thoughts about circulation strategies as well as some other movement-oriented concepts, which we tried, all to the enthusiastic approval of the team sitting in the audience space. Circulating in a spiral through the audience was a particular stunning. A gentle pulsing C Harmonic Minor over Joel’s opening improv, leading into Voices, with gently turning guitarists – killer!

We ended with the next mini-set – Sigh and a Kiss, Twilight and My Precious Dream – and then on to breakdown. Managed to get everything stowed in the storage space. So far, so good.

Christina made this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=70dPOKdt8S0

Monday, April 5, 2010

Performance Team Rehearsal at the Wilsons

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Monday April 5, 2010 – Performance Team Rehearsal at the Wilsons

We were still two down, with Taylor and Mary Beth out of town. They will return Wednesday, just in time for the final dress/tech rehearsal at Fremont Abbey on Thursday.

We began with a bit of circulation in C Harmonic Minor. From there we moved on to Batrachomyomachy, on which Jaxie is picking up the lead part. For tonight we focused on the canon section, which is where the greatest need is at this stage. The first section will benefit from an 4th player, but is not so critical in terms of dynamics and balance; plus, it involves some tricky bits and a couple of very quick passages. More on that in due time.

Most of the evening was dedicated to work on A Day In The Life. Jaxie and I are on the bass, which means learning McCartney’s part, note for note and rhythmic quirk for rhythmic quirk. Tonight that meant a whole lot of sight reading. Chris and Bob are taking on the melody/vocal lines. For them it will largely come down to establishing consensus on the feel and interpretation of the phrasing. Wishing for whammy bars. Travis, who will be playing the basic acoustic guitar strumming part, worked with Ian and Howard on the voicings they will be using for the “piano” part. Mary Beth and/or Taylor will be joining this section. The part has not been “written” yet, so they went into one of the side rooms to work it out, and Travis will notate the decisions this week. Pretty fun stuff. Both easier and more difficult than one might imagine.

For the final half hour we looked at Trapiche, for the first time in quite some time, with the idea of asking Joel to join in on the “Cloud of Unknowing” section in the middle. I suffered from a right hand not yet up to the task. We ended with a once-through on Tony’s Turkish trilogy BatrachomyomachyNot My SharonaWhere Is The Nurse? Much fun.

A quick discussion of the plan for the upcoming week:
  • Thursday – full tech/dress rehearsal. Lights. Sound system. Front of house set up. Audience arrangement. Everything as though it was a performance. Gathering at Fremont Abbey at 6:30. Travis and Chris will transport the sound system. I will visit the storage space to pick up the lighting system and all of the house gear.
  • Saturday – performance team rehearsal at Fremont Abbey from 9:30-12:30.
  • Monday – performance team rehearsal at the Wilsons from 8:30-10:30.
  • Thursday – opening night.

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Monthly Open Circle and Tuning the Air Rehearsal

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Saturday April 4, 2010 – Monthly Open Circle and Tuning the Air Rehearsal

Back in the groove. Morning sitting at my place. We then migrated over to Fremont Abbey for the Monthly Open Circle. Very good turnout. Three players who have been to the Open Circle before, two first-timers, and the Tuning the Air team. Sixteen in all sitting in the circle at the beginning (one of the first-timers arrived somewhat later), with me and Frank on our feet. With newcomers, Frank took a couple of minutes to introduce himself and talk a little about AT before we began, giving the first-timers explicit permission to opt out if they preferred. I then gave the “when ready, begin”, phrased in the more specific “choose one note…” form for the benefit of those who had never been in a circle before. This first improv was nearly blissful, a clear G major chord sounding from around the room, and everything that followed delicately supporting this opening chord. It was a short improv, but afterward I was fully prepared to say “thank you, let’s go home.” The second first-timer arrived during this improv, so when it was complete we made room for him and the circle expanded to seventeen. A second improv, this one with the simple “when ready, please begin” instruction. Somewhat longer and not quite as satisfying as the first, musically, but a bit of playfulness and circulating emerged, and I had the distinct experience that the Circle was instructing the newcomers directly, without my interference.

From there we moved to a bit of directed circulation work, with assigned notes. It was at this point that I realized that the 2 newcomers were still in standard tuning. That explained much to me, in terms of what I had been hearing from them in the improvs – a kind of familiar autopilot noodling.

At the break I had the strong feeling that the group needed to get very deliberately into our bodies. I asked Howard and Travis to talk to the new guys about their tuning, and get that straightened out. I gather this came as something of a surprise to them. I rarely get the opportunity to talk to first-timers after a Circle, so my impressions tend to be from a distance and no doubt largely subjective interpretations.

For the second half I had everyone on their feet, stepping left-right-left-right in a comfortable cadence, as if walking. We began clapping rhythms, as I organized the circle into 5 small groups. Once we were fairly comfortable with this, we moved to playing power chords on our assigned beats, cobbling together a pretty convincing rock and roll groove. It took us about 45 minutes to get there, which is a pretty long time go be walking in place – a little music/aerobic combo. I never stop being surprised and how difficult it is for people to keep a steady and easy walking cadence while playing guitar. I understand that it must be difficult, since so few people seem to be able to do it with ease, but I honestly don’t get why. My failing.

With the energy and physical engagement of the rock and roll exercise still buzzing, we closed the day once again sitting, doing a simple exercise in playing quietly pulsing triads together, modulating in major thirds, from C Maj to Ab Maj back to C Maj to E Major, and repeating. For me this had a kind of meditative effect, gathering in and banking the energy generated from the earlier week.

We closed, and the performance team moved fairly quickly to my apartment for the afternoon rehearsal. Bob joined us there, but Mary Beth and Taylor are still out of town and will be until next Wednesday. Continuing from Thursday evening’s meeting, we looked at the array of staging concepts open to us, and hammered out a plan for how we would begin our tech rehearsal on Thursday, involving amplification, players standing rather than sitting on the risers, and a slight reconfiguration of the audience’s seating. Subject to whatever we discover and changes we decide to make on Thursday, this will be our beginning strategy for the season. Part of the strategy will be to allow this to evolve as the season unfolds, rather than nailing it down.

After a short break, lots of guitar playing. We ran through the readily available repertoire and determined what, if any, tweaks were necessary. I realized that I hadn’t practiced Sigh and a Kiss since about the second day of the course, and that this is not going to get the job done. Other than that, the composed repertoire feels pretty solid – needs to be played in order to shake off the dust and oil some of the moving parts, but nothing severe. The improvs, working Joel’s contribution into the mix, and determining how best to “write” a setlist that isn’t actually written but still flows musically – this remains our primary challenge.

Next rehearsal, Monday evening at the Wilsons.

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Guitar Craft Course Recapitulation Meeting

A Tuning the Air Journal

Thursday April 1, 2010 – Guitar Craft Course Recapitulation Meeting

In place of our usual pre-season Thursday evening rehearsal – Fremont Abbey was booked tonight, and besides many of us were jet lagging heavily having just arrived from Italy within the past 48 hours – we met at the Wilsons to recapitulate the course. Mary Beth, Taylor and Bill were still out of town. But the rest of the team, both those who travelled to Italy and those who participated at a distance crowded into the living room. It was pretty free-form, with impressions and particular memories presented as they arose, sometimes radically different takes on the same experience, with very little narrative structure. A little like a jigsaw puzzle, after a time a picture of the course began to emerge. Four of the AAD team had met on a number of occasions to work together on guitar, with a focus on chord voicings and inversions, and they filled us in on that work as well.

We took a break, and enjoyed the stupendous cheesecake that House Manager Charles brought with him.

For the final part of the meeting, the Italy team brought the home team up to date on the meeting we had with Robert. Chris was formally introduced as the new Music Director for the 2010 season, and the discussion moved on to some of the challenges and aims for the upcoming season, including a reminder that we have two weeks – 5 rehearsals including next Thursday’s full tech rehearsal at Fremont Abbey – before opening night.

Monday, March 29, 2010

Monday March 29, 2010 – Home

Monday March 29, 2010 – Home

If it had be one of those glorious New York days, Jaxie and I would probably have taken the train into the city early, hung out a bit, and then come back in time to make the 4:45 flight back to Seattle. But, it was a yucky, rainy day. Jetlagged as we were, we were both up pretty early. She called, and we decided to sit in my room. After sitting, we looked out the window, and agreed that the trip to the city would just not be a lot of fun. So the plan became to stay here until check-out time, shuttle over to the terminal, get to our gate and plant ourselves for reading and work, probably grabbing some lunch. Not a terribly stimulating way to spend a day, but extra excitement was not particularly appealing today.

Over breakfast we began talking about how to go about setting up the Seattle Circle Music School. That may or may not be the name, but it gives me something to focus on. Our sense was that the core brainstorming team would be herself, me and Tony. Called Tony to confirm that he is in.

The sense is that there are a couple of things to be done right away. One is to begin to hammer out the mission/vision. Not necessarily the full/final thing, but something that very clearly lays out the intention and the essential principles. In this way, as we look for/at people who are going to be key, we will have some clarity in terms of what we are presenting them with, and give them a chance to determine for themselves the resonance. The other is to begin to look at the roles that need to be filled right away, and to imagine who they might be. We will of course be putting this out there for anyone in the Tuning the Air family who might see themselves in this project, but we don’t want to put the onus of this project on that team. So will very certainly be looking for people from a wider circle, and very soon. We jotted down a few bullet points and began for hone things just a bit – spitballing at this point, but learning how to recognize what is essential, as contrasted to ideas – good, clever and bright.

Back up to the rooms. I took another shower – after a week in Sassoferatto, actual water pressure is a joy. I let the TV run for a while, and then sat down to write this and address a few other bits of reading and writing. Jax quit her room about 11am and came over and we continued the brainstorming until a little before noon, when we checked out and caught the noon shuttle over to our terminal at JFK.

2:36pm

Sitting at the gate. Boarding passes in hand. Display indicates this flight will be departing for Seattle in about 2 hours. Cautiously optimistic. Had a meal. Did my SSG homework. Ready to veg.

10:54pm

Home. Exhausted. Luggage-free.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

March 28/29, 2010 – Final Guitar Craft Course – Day 2 of Eternal Travel

March 28/29, 2010 – Final Guitar Craft Course – Day 2 of Eternal Travel

Travel from Sassoferrato, Italy to Seattle

Sunday March 28, 2010

To begin with, Europe went to Daylight Saving Time at 2am Sunday morning, adding insult to injury.
  • 4:15am Europe Daylight Saving Time – Alarm went off. I was asleep, for real. Not sure when I actually fell asleep, but it wasn’t much more than an hour earlier.
  • 5:00am – Meet the team downstairs. Ten of us heading to the airport in a cab, a car, and a van for luggage.
  • 6:00am – Arrive Ancona Aeroport. Check in relatively easy.
  • 7:00am – In the air.
  • 7:28am – Land in Rome. A trip to a restaurant for a little food and some good coffee. Amble to the gate. So far, so good.
  • 11:00am – The beginning of 9 hours of transatlantic fun.
  • 3:00pm Eastern Time – Touch down at JFK. Deplane. No wait for Immigration. Bit of a wait for luggage. No wait for Customs. Say goodbye to Bill. Re-check luggage. Go to American Airlines. Because it is less than 45 minutes from departure time, American refuses to issue boarding passes to Jaxie and me.
  • 4:00pm – Commence several hours of yelling. The most amusing – convincing Al Italia that Jaxie and I needed two rooms for the night, not one. I mean, we’re close, but not that close. Their argument was that as we were traveling together, by policy we were entitled to one room. Our argument was that, by policy, they could go straight to hell. Our policy trumped theirs.
  • 6:00pm – Check into crappy airport Holiday Inn, “courtesy” of Al Italia. Grab a shower. Do some emailing. Make a phone call or two. Hallways smell like cigarettes and marijuana.
  • 7:00pm – Meal and much needed drink in hotel restaurant, “courtesy” of Al Italia.
  • 9:00pm – To our hotel rooms (plural!) where passing out is on the menu.
March 29, 2010
  • 1:00am, 4:00am and 6:00am – wake up.
  • 7:30am – Sitting in room 421.
  • 8:15am – Breakfast “courtesy” of Al Italia. Brainstorming on mission/vision of Seattle Guitar School, including call to Tony.
  • 10:00am – Back to rooms for personal work.
  • 12noon – Check out of hotel, shuttle to terminal.
  • 4:45pm – Plane pulls away from gate, goes directly to holding area where it shuts engines down and waits for an hour.
  • 6:00pm – Plane gets in queue and 20 minutes later takes off. Six hour flight blissfully uneventful.
  • 9:10pm Pacific Time – Touch down in Seattle. Meet the Williams clan at baggage claim. Have a word with both American and Delta regarding the absence of luggage, including guitars.
  • 10:15pm – arrive home to peeved, but cuddly, cat.
Total travel time = 50 hours for humans. For luggage, still tbd.

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Saturday March 27, 2010 – Final Guitar Craft Course - Day 7

Saturday March 27, 2010 – Final Guitar Craft Course - Day 7

The Guitar Circle I
Guitar Craft 25th Anniversary Completion Course
Special Project: The Orchestra Of Crafty Guitarists III
Convento La Pace, Sassoferrato (Ancona), Italy

8:54am

The “course cold” is making the rounds. It doesn’t seem particularly virulent, thankfully, but widespread low-key sniffling, sneezing and hacking is noticeable. So far, I think I have dodged that bullet. Just a few more hours of vigilance needed.

My body was a wreck this morning. I awoke once before daylight, a little confused about where I was and what time of the day it might be, but made it back to sleep pretty readily. Then I re-awoke just before my alarm went off, as usual. My entire body was tingling, literally from head to toe, with that feeling I usually experience late at night when I have been up far too long, and I am in total exhaustion; my yawns go straight to the soles of my feet. It would seem that last night’s performance might have been a little more physically grueling than I had given it credit for. I could tell by my mental and emotional state that it had taken its toll in those respects, but I hadn’t quite allowed for the sheer physical demands. I resisted getting out of bed for as long as possible.

I just checked, and that was the third time I have used the word, “grueling”, in my journal this week.

Sitting, nevertheless, was quite good and clear. At one point a police car was screaming nearby, and seemed to be going around in circles and never getting farther away, until after what seemed like five minutes the sound finally dopplered off into the distance. I found myself wondering what it would be like to have to go through life making that sound where ever I went. But then it occurred to me that, basically, we all do. Some of us are just more literally audible than others.

Doing some pre-packing this morning to avoid the crunch. Nothing ever quite fits back the way it came. Plus, during the morning sitting I found myself wondering when Daylight Saving Time begins in Europe, and sure enough on the board this morning appeared a reminder that it is tonight. Cruel irony. Many of us need to be on a 7am flight from Ancona, which is an hour+ drive from here. Almost tempted to just stay up tonight. That rarely works in practice, even though it always sounds good in concept.

3:45pm

More or less a gentle day. A morning meeting for reflections, observations, comments, and points of seeing. I had something cooking, but when I thought about it I found I missed what was being said, and I felt I was primarily there to listen. So I let it go, for the final meeting or not at all. Tai Chi. Lunch. A walk with a friend in the beautiful sunny (though not altogether warm, it turns out) weather. Back to some work in the House, in my case giving my bathroom a good scrubbing. Soon, Tea. I believe I have meetings for the rest of the afternoon.

1:30/2:30am – Europe about to go to Daylight Saving in about 30 minutes.

The day took an interesting turn. Basically, the course was over, but we had details to take care of. Some meetings that were supposed to happen, didn’t. Some surprises. I got most of my packing done. Cleaned my room for the last time. Thought I’d take a shower, knowing that at 4am I would not be in the mood. Just as I was about to go for it, an emergency arose that took my attention almost until supper. It was very good, on a human level, but it wrecked my schedule. Supper was full of too many music performances, getting in at the last minute what had been put off all week. Some of it fun, but for me too much. I wanted to be with the people around me. After supper, finally a shower, and then the final meeting.

After the final meeting, which ended a little after 11:30, there was a merchandise opportunity in the dining hall. I had nothing to sell, but I did have a computer loaded with GC History related photos, so I set up a slide show and hosted, pointing out all the interesting characters, in come cases to the interesting characters themselves. Then, up to my room to finish packing. This thankfully did not take as long as I had feared, since by then it was well after 1am, or 2am, depending on how you look at it, and I had a 5am call for the ride to Ancona.




Views from my room on the final day of the course.

Friday, March 26, 2010

Friday March 26, 2010 – Final Guitar Craft Course - Day 6

Friday March 26, 2010 – Final Guitar Craft Course - Day 6

The Guitar Circle I
Guitar Craft 25th Anniversary Completion Course
Special Project: The Orchestra Of Crafty Guitarists III
Convento La Pace, Sassoferrato (Ancona), Italy

6:49am

Slept deep and hard. Still didn’t need my alarm to wake me, but it was close. Moving rather slow this morning. The dress rehearsal was hard work, to be sure, but not as physically grueling as the marathon the night before. Still, I am more tired than usual. The aim for this performance is for the Orchestra to play for about 20 minutes or so. Strangely, this felt harder than an hour. Perhaps the pacing is different. Or, for a shorter time it is possible to maintain a greater level of attention; like a sprint versus a marathon. In some ways, the hardest part was remaining still and composed in the green room during the encores. Some blocking issues to deal with before tonight. There will not be a great deal of guitar playing today, or at least not group work on the guitar, in order that we might be fresh for the gig. If I had to guess, I would imagine that the encore group will be a minor exception – we need to tighten a thing or two up.

No fog today. Took my daily morning photos out window of my room, and noticed that the snow on the tops of the neighboring mountains has all but disappeared.

9:08am

Amusing associative thinking this morning. All of yesterday’s deep contact AAD extending through time to so many people – today, completely irrelevant. Sat well. AAD contact with those participating in the course was strong. Found myself singling out a handful of people here on the course that seem to me to need a little extra support today. But it was all very light and easy. Kept thinking, “Guitar Craft no longer exists. I have no obligation to do any of this.” Obviously not true. But something gently liberating about the feeling that today I can choose, even when the reality is that I have obligations and responsibilities, and commitments to honor. And one exercise that is for Life, regardless. That is also somewhat liberating, in a different kind of way.

I was thinking at breakfast about how good it is to have Adam and Michael here. Personally, it is great, just because they are people whose company I have always enjoyed. But in addition, they stand as kind of representatives for everyone who has ever moved on from Guitar Craft for any reason. I find myself in life occasionally in conversation with a former Crafty, and the most difficult part of it for me is that we are never talking about the same thing. Always (always!) I find that for them Guitar Craft IS as they perceived it when they were a part of it. But for me it is something entirely different, on every level. I am not just dealing with their perceptions of how it was then, or the effects of time on memory, but even when the facts are correct, they are correct about a time that no longer exists. I’m in 2010, but I’m having a conversation about 1990 as if it were still 1990. I have been able to see a bit through Adam and Michael’s eyes, as they get a snapshot of present day Guitar Craft. Extremely useful to me.

A gentle but purposeful day ahead. Some things to do, but avoiding the unnecessary. Jokingly, but only “just” jokingly, thought the schedule ought to read something along the lines of:
9am – Tai Chi
10am – Tai Chi
11am – Tai Chi
noon – Tai Chi
1pm – Lunch
2pm – Siesta
3pm – Tai Chi
Somehow I don’t think that will happen, but perhaps if I adopt the attitude that this is how my day will go, it will go something like that. Meanwhile, my right hand as an appointment with the metronome.

3:33pm

Spring has arrived in Sassoferatto! It is incredibly beautiful out, and there is a warm and steady breeze. I just took a shower (lukewarm at best) but it was not so bad, and afterward I was able to go sit outside in the sun to dry my hair. We have no large group music activities today. Lots of time for personal practice, but keeping our Music-Energy in reserve for this evening’s performance.

A short meeting with Robert, with guitars, for the Schizoid Monks, a little before noon. He gave us mostly encouragement, along with a pointer or two. We ran a couple of sections with him, took a look at tempi, and then did a once-through of the entire piece. One of the things I enjoy about Robert is that he is lots of fun to play guitar with. He may jump in and join us for our performance tonight. Or, he may not.

I had a quick meeting with Bill, to clarify a few bits of the bass part, and we drilled them for a few minutes. Then until lunch I turned on the metronome and reacquainted myself with my right hand. My playing goes to hell on these courses because, strangely, I get very limited time for personal practice. But if I don’t want to tank my part on this piece, the encore in the final performance of the final Guitar Craft course, I need to have a reliable and well conditioned right hand. And that was not going to happen by itself.

Lunch was the main meal today. Roasted vegetables and salad. Very nice. We will have an early “buffet” rather than dinner tonight, at 5pm. Green Room at 8:30, and we are off! Just at the moment, however, this feels like nap weather and I am inclined not to fight the impulse.

10:51pm

Concert completed. I haven’t a clue how it went. Schizoid Man was fun, but I made so many mistakes.

In the Green Room, Orchestra of Crafty Guitarists, Convento La Pace, Sassoferrato, Italy, Friday March 26, 2010

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Thursday March 25, 2010 – Final Guitar Craft Course - Day 5

Thursday March 25, 2010 – Final Guitar Craft Course - Day 5

The Guitar Circle I
Guitar Craft 25th Anniversary Completion Course
Special Project: The Orchestra Of Crafty Guitarists III
Convento La Pace, Sassoferrato (Ancona), Italy

The bell from the church across the way rings 1-2-3 1-2-3-4 1-2-3-4-5 1 at 6am. I hear this every morning, 45 minutes before my alarm goes off, and 47 minutes before my backup alarm goes off. I slept through the night, and though I sense that there were dreams, all detail evaporated as soon as I woke up, just before those bells rang. I felt rested, but lazy, and getting up felt like a terrible concept. Only the desperate need for a shower overrode the inertia. It is another foggy morning in Sassoferatto. From the moment I awoke I have had Mel Torme’s voice in my head;
“I was a stranger in the city
Out of town were the people I knew.
I had that feeling of self-pity.
What to do, what to do, what to do?
The outlook was decidedly blue.
But as I walked down those foggy streets alone, it turned out to be the happiest day I’ve known.
A foggy day, in London town, had me low, had me down…”
Between that and the closest thing to a “hot” shower one can expect here, I am now prepared to step into the last day of Guitar Craft.



8:46am

Day 9,131 of Guitar Craft. I don’t have that kind of information rolling readily around my mind, I had to do the math. Basically 25 x 365 + a handful of leap years.

I am being just the tiniest bit facetious when I observe that the biggest difference between my morning sittings now and my morning sittings in 1985 is that now my back doesn’t hurt. I actually solved that one in 1986 with the help of a couple of Alexander teachers. I believe Mead Andrews was one of them. But even dropping the self-deprecation, it is true that I am just as susceptible now to flights of distraction and associative thinking as I was back then, and it is folly for me to imagine it is otherwise. It is not unheard of for me to suddenly notice that 45 minutes have passed and I have barely scratched the surface of my morning’s work. This morning was a pretty good one, happily. Good focus. I moved through the exercises with a level of clarity and relative ease, only rarely having to reign my attention back in very far. When the time came for the exercise of Contact at a Distance, however, things got very interesting. I walked methodically through the names and faces of those who have declared themselves on the course, AAD, as I do every morning at the end of the sitting. From there I moved on to sending good wishes to a number of people who, although they are not participating, or at least not participating officially, feel very important to me in terms of the arc of Guitar Craft history. This actually includes a number of people who have moved on to something else or have simply left the picture, have passed on to indifference, and even a few I know left Guitar Craft in a cloud of negativity and, in at least one or two cases, outright hostility. Most I have long ago lost track of. Given the age my peer group has entered, I can only assume some of them are dead. The parade of names and faces was astonishing. Many I had not thought of in years. In truth I really only wrapped the exercise up when the room had largely cleared and I was beginning to make a spectacle of myself sitting alone while everyone else was off to breakfast.

Holding all of those people in my heart today.

9:28am

Sun!

11:28am

Still sun! And, before long I will go out into it for Tai Chi.

Seattle team met with Robert this morning. A little slow on the ingress, but once things got rolling a really excellent and free-flowing exploration of readdressing the group aim and the ways kick things up to the next level. Everyone involved and a great sense of potential and possibility. Some reflection on the work so far with the Orchestra, which was a very useful tool or strategy for getting us to a place where we might have a fresh way of seeing our own work, as if with innocent eyes. This is a very difficult point of view to attain, much less maintain, but when we can get there only good things come from it.

3:03pm

I tried to avoid it, but they keep coming after me, so unless I totally blow it at the 3:30 rehearsal, it looks like I’m performing Schizoid Man at Tea.
9:06pm

Schizoid Man not only passed the audition, it is now the encore for tomorrow night’s gig. Yikes.

Sent the following email out to the Seattle Guitar Craft team, and a few others:
Just a few moments ago, at 8:31pm here in Italy, on March 25, 2010, Robert placed "The Hat" on his head and declared that we gratefully acknowledge 25 year of honorable work in Guitar Craft completed, and that Guitar Craft no longer exists.

Cheers from Italy. The Orchestra has its dress rehearsal in just a few minutes, and performs Friday night.

Curt






Dress rehearsal in the Convento La Pace, Sassoferrato, Italy

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Wednesday March 24, 2010 – Final Guitar Craft Course - Day 4

Wednesday March 24, 2010 – Final Guitar Craft Course - Day 4

The Guitar Circle I
Guitar Craft 25th Anniversary Completion Course
Special Project: The Orchestra Of Crafty Guitarists III
Convento La Pace, Sassoferrato (Ancona), Italy

6:58am

As predicted, almost needed my alarm clock this morning.

9:39am

A brief look into the church, where the performance will take place on Friday. Work is under way to clear it out and set it up. Found myself chuckling a bit, for entirely personal reasons. Now Martin, Victor and I are off to Day 2 of “Guitar Circle I” from 10-noon.

5:56pm

Very good work in the Guitar Circle classes. We all met in the ballroom, and then part of the team went off with Victor, part of the team with Martin, and the rest stayed with me. The suggestion in choosing which group to join was to work with an instructor you haven’t worked with before, or rarely. For my group, we worked with circulating the 5 and 7 rhythms from Thrak, but with rests “played”. That is, we moved around the circle playing 1-rest-rest-4-rest, and when a rest fell on our position, we simply raised our hand. This was not something I had in mind when I entered the room, or even when we began, it simply presented itself. Eventually, we had 2 circles, one playing in 5 with rests indicated by raised hands, and the other doing the same in 7. Once he flow of the patterns became internalized enough that the players no longer needed to say or whisper the count, but could turn their attention more outward, the Music began to appear, at least for moments.

After an hour, we all came back together, acknowledged our work, and took a 10-minute break. When we came back together, we once again split up into 3 groups, but different ones. For this hour, my group worked with bi-directional circulation, much as we have done in Seattle, focusing on what happens and where we tend to disappear to in the critical moment when two melodies approach us from different directions.

Tai Chi with Leonora, out on the football field. She has a somewhat different approach from what I have become accustomed to with Luciano. I enjoy it very much. Just before lunch, Luciano arrived back at the house, with Lillian and Lucas, just arriving from Barcelona. A beautiful little boy, Lucas is. At lunch I’m afraid we gave him a start when we applauded a performance, and kind of freaked him out.

Directly after lunch, a Nafgoose meeting with Hernan, primarily filling one another in on the details of how and where things are at present, comparing notes and looking at the general direction for the near and more distant future. Not nearly enough time for that, but you grab what you can.

From there I ran down to one of the rehearsal rooms to work with the Mexican circle on circulation. They felt that “flow” was the weakness they wished to address, but as l listened, my take was that the flow was just fine. For me, it was the note choice and general content that was lacking. So I worked with them on circulating through diatonic chord changes, beginning to develop a sense of the character of the various scale degrees; what they bring to the circulation, what they imply, and what repercussions might come from choosing one note over another. Very important work for them, I think. In the early stages of circulating, playing no wrong notes is a major triumph, and occasionally magic happens that we haven’t earned and don’t deserve. But eventually, simple competence and a little good luck just isn’t going to get the job done. If spontaneous composition by a group is the aim, then competence needs to become command (and eventually mastery), and luck replaced by attention with intension. Then something of a much higher order than mere luck has the opportunity to make its way into the Music.

Tea time, and then a long walk and talk on life matters. I’m afraid this caused me to miss a TTA+ rehearsal, but it was important. Got to the rehearsal just in time to learn that we are performing tonight after dinner and before desert; Lament with Cathy on viola. Tony came up to my room to review the arrangement we will be using, so I think I am good to go.

I am very sleepy right now.

9:37pm

For some reason we didn’t perform at dinner. I’m told it is because the decision was that there had been enough music, but that doesn’t ring true for me. I saw the moment that opened wide for us, but when I looked down the table I just got shaking heads. Something out of kilter.

SSG meeting directly after dinner. Two new members, and the discussion was lively and useful. I am pretty sure I have no future in reading chapters and typing up reports. I will fulfill the commitment, of course, but until we are in the same room, chatting (not quite accurate. Nothing trite about the discussion, but the word does convey a bit of the amiable conviviality and absence of formality in the occasion) it all seems contrived and head-heavy, and deciphering in this fashion is absolutely not my strength.

Orchestra rehearsal in a few minutes. I am working to reconcile the dread I feel every night before the rehearsal with the value of the experience. Even as we are working, I cannot say I enjoy it. I very definitely delight in moments, and feel happy and energized by the experience, though. And I very clearly recognize that I will likely only have a very small handful of these opportunities in my lifetime, so taking a “night off” is not an option. Still, when I saw “22:00 – Orchestra” on the schedule, I felt a moment of disappointment. Strange.

11:47pm

Okay, that was work. I have not the slightest idea if anything that happened tonight was worth a damn. Carolina said it was amazing. I trust here in these matters, and so I will take her word for it. Mostly, it was about choreography – kind of like a tech rehearsal where you deal with blocking, except this is dynamic and improvisational, so you practice making it up as you go. The idea being: the audience is going to be fixed in their seats, so all they will really hear or see is what is in front of them; ergo, what is in front of them needs to move. So it was all about moving… all the time, without pause. I really thought we were going to lose a few players. It was hot, and there was no air I the room. No more grueling than playing your average rock and roll gig, to be honest, but I am not sure how many people here have ever done that. No serious collisions. I saw a couple of broken strings, but I don’t think there were any guitar-related calamities. Given the level of movement, that in itself is a minor miracle. From my perspective, we play too much. We fill every available space; there is not much in the way of dynamics on the quiet end, and no silence whatsoever. And tonight there was not a moment of stillness, either. But, we are learning. Every night we explore a slightly different facet of how this might work. My job is basically to do what I’m asked to do, so that Robert can get the fairest possible representation of the idea he wants to get across, and so gather information for the next incarnation of the experiment. So, I can only guess by that standard at least tonight was a success.

I smell bad, but will have to wait until morning for a shower.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

For our final performance of the first Guitar Craft course, Saturday evening March 30 1985, we sat in a circle to perform. In order to keep the small groups seated together, in between pieces we did very carefully rehearsed seating arrangement shifts. Those about to play got up and moved to whichever seats they needed to occupy, and the people occupying those seats got up and moved to the players old seats. All of the “rules” about moving in the circle – move clockwise, don’t stop, never overtake, take the first available seat – came from working out these staging necessities.

When we entered the performance space – the ballroom at the Claymont Mansion – there were a couple of dozen Claymont residents in the audience sitting on cushions in the center of the circle. A few I recognized from the work weekend I did there a some months earlier. Others I had seen working the kitchen during the course. One person I didn’t recognize stood out for me. He was on the tall side and sat very still with a remarkable and natural presence and alertness. It was nearly a year before I met Frank Sheldon, but the minute he walked in the room I recognized him as the one I had seen in the audience that night. To this day, he says that the first thing that attracted him to Guitar Craft was not the music, but the way we moved in the Circle.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

I arrived at Claymont Court on the afternoon of Monday March 25, 1985. Supper was at 7pm, or so, and then our opening meeting. So, by my calculation, and taking into account time zone shifts, I have been in Guitar Craft now for 24 years and 364 days. Tomorrow at this time, it will be gone.